MY WORLD HAS ITS MEANING AND ITS YOU💓
I have been knowing a person since 4 years he always being simple man I always being a opposite where we don’t match any thing But we do have something that is love.First time I saw him in my college never thought I ll come to this day that he 'll mean me whole world where he is the onli the thing I wantWhen I saw him for the first time he looked mavali he was playing 7ups 7 down it was colg festival where he already 7k nearly I stopped him to play asked him if you have lot of money please give me nd he just smile nd went away next day when it was wrap of colg fest I saw him again I went nd start talking knowing each other more he was an complete opposite of mine not talking to gals ,being in own world,frnds,smoke may be you can a good guy he was that time I knew he is different from other guy he had something special about him he has that cute smile he used to feel shy when he used to get teased by me he used to laugh but he used to never react in words I remember all this started in January 2014 I can't forget this month we started talking every day in colg exchanging smile talks which was never ending it was fun talking to him he used to not talk so much but yeh his silence had alot to talk we started meeting movies which started from metro inox lunch started from narayan dosa nd cigarette started from chowpatty lane we Spended most of the time together I didn't even knew when did I fall in love with him with mine complete opposite where I guess we just matched our love he realised little late that he is in love with me i have lot to tell about him he is being more patience on me first kiss in movie all started with movie my birthday we went for Ek villan seriously he was so caring he could see nothing else except I m eating or not he was just care about this he started knowing things about me slowly he was a guy I have never seen angry I was a angry who just had nothing to do except angry after all this he was always there with that cute smile but he was a guy whenever there was a problem he used to ignore so that I don't get worried question him there was he had lost all his hope stepping in his life back but I still had hope after all this may be feeling nd love was strong for him there was time our hope was also useless because it was him all the time each day of my life later i get to know he had some problem that he had to ignore me few months but those few months without him I realised I actually love him it wasn't just attraction it took him still time to understand what is there between us it's not just attraction it's love but when he realised things do start changing he started loving me more each day I yet remember I never celebrated his birthday with him he celebrated mine once after realizing that I love this gal there was lot thing we both gone through but in a separate way because we didn't realize by that time we love each other things got apart was much more painful to handle than anything else he just went away from me without any reason without saying a word those nights those day without seeing him without talking to him I realised how hard he made things without him after all this when we start talking he built those walls around him so that he don't allow me what's going on he was talking to me but he was away from me he forget that he loves me in fact he was became hard on himself things were changed it took time for him to come out I can never forget that time because the problem or you can say situation after all things got end a day before my birthday I get to know he was dating some one from his frnd when I got to know that moment I was broken because all that moment we shared didn't matter him at all but when I asked I got to know his frnd was playing tricks on me still I didn't trust him because we had lot distance from each other he was not able to say me any thing he was secretive that time I fought I cried but that moment he was just hard on himself not letting his emotion he couldn't see i m heart Broken slowly slowly things got better in our place he took time to come out of it nd one fine day he was going manali before manali he was supposed to meet me but he couldn't meet he didn't meet me almost for 9 months at last we met at his place in mid November we had good time This was the first picture of us it was nearly November 2016 After November we started meeting but still there was a wall it break off when things got in right place he started getting better each day I have started seeing things getting better each day with him just the way it should be it was always you for me each day he started loving me better I got a better person in you he started changing for me he did alot things I don't appreciate much he actually did alot he was being emotional support to me He was a man that never ever thought of cheat on me with any other gal no matter what He was trustworthy he just had me I know I was really hard to handle sometime I had that fear of loosing him because once i already did I wouldn't effort next time I pull off him hard till now I do I dont allow him ya its kinda being selfish may be those things are just stuck in my mind I couldnt erase it because it was worse than a nightmare I have never been sorry for lot things that I stop him its obvious any guy wouldn't like taking his freedom away but I did I always I m guilty till now may be I had that thought If I don't allow him he wont go anywhere but I forget he is human as I m he never express any thing even he is badly hurt till now he still keep to himselfhe never shares me any thing even if i have hurted him he just carry that smile on my face just to see I m always smiling he ll never let me know any of his problem he ll cry also he ll never let me know that he is so fed up with things that include me I have also been harsh With him than as time pass he started loving me more he did every thing for me he completed all mine wish for me coming to club is not really matter because I know he can never be that party man I dont want also I love him what he is nd what he ll be i cannot forget igatpuri trip for tge first time he took me i had best time with him he cared about me so much he just tgpught about me nothing else time pass things got settled mine birthday comes nd he made mine birthday one of the most amazing birthday not because we were celebrating in some hotel it was because he was there with me like shadow whole day he made me feel I m a queen nd he do now also I m always being pampered my drama tantrum he handles it its not easy but still he does with no complaint his birthday on his way I made him feel worst on his birthday I would have not done that I was spoiling some one birthday who means me every thing I know I cant change things I cant take my words back but still I ll make sure I ll do something that ll make you forget whatever I sad you i know I was worst I know I couldnt be that good gf as you wanted you ll never say me anything because you accepted the way i was I cannot promise things I ll try to make things proper i know when it hurt how does it feel he knows much better than me it ll be thousand time I would have. Done that In this 2 year we shared alot memories with each other good moments we had bad time each of them things got worst situation so but I never want to leave because he mean me something he used to say I m bad i guess he was wrong no he is not bad he was extreme good any guy cannot be good like him I dont think I wouldnt love anyone like I do to him Akshay I love you so much because you really different from other you just surprise me all the timeI m already in love with you so much can't even think of staying far from you a day not even a day without talking to you you mean me everything there is a part of me wants you badly every night I dream to be beside you nd every morning I dream to wake up beside you annoying you for a whole life my day gets more amazed when I speak to you it get even better when I see you for hours my love for you grows every day those worst fight with you is imp it make things between us stronger better it crave us to love each other more Hey I know I m gona annoy you the whole life I m gona love you each day more I ll fight with you,irritate you,pisses you off like always I do because after pissing you off you ll love me more I know things won't be fine it ll be tough but you 'll never give up on me any day even if it's to give up you ll never give up on me because when its coming to loose you I loose everything my mind anger every thing I dont want to replace you ever in my life If someone ask Whats life is? Life is onli you❤I dont remember falling in love with youI just remember holding your hand realizing how much it was going to hurt when I would have to let it go💏❤
Pooja 